As you wish my master^-^

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Will you really die in that pretty mind of yours?

My master you ask? Ha, I have none. Only the thing that makes it so I don't live so. My master, is pain. My body fights against itself. As a human girl it did. It does now as a vampire. Sometimes it feels even worse. My heart will slow then speed up. It's random and painful. It's a fight to stay alive in my own body. sometimes I wonder, should I even try?

This place, kind of reminds me of home. Well, home as in London,England. No where really special to my heart. Really, only painfull memories. I wish before my mother died that I could sya I loved her. Maybe that would have been enough to feel I should live. Mama said I'd make it like a normal person would in the world. At first I didn't think being "normal" would be enough. Now, I wish I was less then normal. Life would be smoother. It wouldn't make me wanna scream like it has been. At first, being a vampire was wicked fun. Then, it felt so boring. So, lifeless and dull.

I walked down the street. I'd forgotten to put my boots back on after the party so I slung them over my shoulder adn trudged the rest of the way home bare foot. I'm not exactly where I should be. But, I'm hungry and maybe I'll run into some sweet blooded human who I'll lure in and then I'll eat. Hum, that sounds like a plan with a million flaws. Like a vampire. On the outside perfect. But, on the inside a compleatly different aspect.

As I turned the corner I wished I was close to home. I wasn't. I was farther then I wish to be. My boots fell and my right hand took the building next to me for suport. My left hand on the my heart. The on that was suposed to be dead. "Just let me die. Why me? Why not someone else? WHY NOT A HUMAN!" I hissed as rain stared to fall. I was losing balance and I was leaning on the building, sitting. Trying to stay awake. To calm down.

[+Syyn]

Syyn
Only If I Drag You With Me

I strolled solemnly, balancing on the curb, my arms held out to either side of me. I bounced from one foot to the other. A small smirk of a smile across my face. I hadn't seen anyone tonight and I had begun to wonder where everyone was at.

I had traveled from The Heart to take a peek around here tonight. My head tilted back as I stared up at the dark sky just as the rain began to fall. Small drops splashing against my face. The rain was ok. I loved the rain. Thunderstorms to be exact. But I hated the after effects. All the mud and such...

I took in a deep breath, hands hanging limply by my sides.

Someone else was around here. I took off running, keeping perfect balance on the thin curb as I leapt over the small patch of grass and landed on the sidewalk, continuing my sprint. I bolted around the corner and leapt gracefully over the strip of grass to land on the next curb. My nose sniffed the air again as I slowed to a stop. Staring at her.

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Will you really die in that pretty mind of yours?

The wind swollowed my sences as I tried to stay around. Without another sound in this night of eternity, I closed and opened my eyes.

Mama use to say that even though I'm different I'm better then the normal ones. I'd laugh at that because I thought it wasn't true. I'll I wanted was to be normal. Never thought about being unique. It didn't matter. Nothing ever mattered back then. After papa died everything was ruined.

Unique. thats what this was. A unique problem. But, when I say unique, I mean a disaster that I wish never happened. I look to my left. He stands there looking at me. I go to say something but my mouth and eyes quickly close and my teeth grit in pain. It will be over soon. I know it.

[+Syyn]

Syyn
I Already Told You...

I stared at her for a few moments. What was she doing? I had noticed the clutching of her heart, studying herself. I rose a black eyebrow, my matching black eyes staring her down. I wanted to know. Almost needed to know. Curiousity sometimes got the better of me. I thought of asking, but could only standing there and look at her. I knew what I must have looked like to her. A drenched black rat. I was the filth of this city. The grimiest of vampires it seemed. But it's the way I liked it. Not that I was disgusting or didn't bathe. Humans and vampires alike had seemed to look down on me. Dressed in all black with my messy hair and eyeliner.

I, myself, considered myself the bottom of society at times. Most vampires that did hate me, only did so because I dressed and looked the stereotypical 'vampire' part. All black, eyeliner, lips piercings.

My tongue ran over the two silver rings while my brow remained risen. Should I speak? Or should I just stand here? Normally I would have popped off with something by now, but all I could manage was,

"What are you doing?"

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Will you really die in that pretty mind of yours?

The memories of the past hurt. they seem to make the pain worse. I wasn't a bad child. I was only troubled and thought only of myself. I was a selfish child. Sometimes I wish I could take it all back. Be happy with what I had.

He still just stands there. Whats he doing? by now most people would have just left. Sometimes I wish they would stop. But, now looking at him, I wonder if it's worth the trouble. He's not bad looking. Maybe a little color would help him but, black is his color in my eyes. I wonder what he's thinking.

"What are you doing?"

Did he seriously just ask that? I look up at the rainy sky. It' beautiful. I let go of my heart. I think it's finally finished. I'll sit here for a while. I'm tired from all that.

"Some what dying. Well, I wish anyway."

[+Syyn]

Syyn
There's No Second Chances, No Time For Romances, o-oh

'Some what dying. Well, I wish anyway.'

My eyebrow shifted before rising again. What was she talking about? She was a vampire, I could smell it. She couldn't die that easily. She had let go of her heart though.

I took a hesitant step forward. Peering at her while slightly leaning forward. My eyes looked over her again..

"Is that all?"

I smirked. My eyes brightened a little. A small joke of sorts.

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Have you seen, have you seen, the ruins of our world?

I laugh. It's been awhile since I've done that. I smile at him. Why is he so hesitent to come
near me? I don't bite. Well, not that hard.

"Is that all?"

He's funny. Well, not super funny but, he's got jokes. He seems sweet. I look at him. Did I do something wrong? Well, he did just meet me and I was in a spazztic body fighting fit.

"So, whats your name? I'm Alizabeta. You can call me Liza though."

[+Syyn]

Syyn
I'm So High And You Can't Feel It

I took another hesitant step. She seemed like her self fighting was over. Maybe she had split personalities. But then again, I didn't know. Maybe she had just been turned recently and was still fighting the effects.

'So, whats your name? I'm Alizabeta. You can call me Liza though.'

I nodded in response, a hand resting itself behind my head as I looked her over again with black eyes.

"Syyn."

My reply was soft. The pitter patter of rain against my brain almost drove me nuts. That was a problem only a vampire would have. My hearing was too good. Most humans begged for better hearing, better eyesight. Trust me, I had plenty enough.

"My name is Syyn."

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Have you seen, have you seen, the ruins of our world?

His name rolls off my tongue as I mouth it. Thats a name I'd never guess. Papa would have a heyday with his name. I lightly laugh.

"Syyn."

I repeat his name. It's different to me. Well, so is mine but, not the point. Normally, people tell me there names are like, Demetri or something cookie cutter like that. I stand up and look around. Damn, I dropped my boots.

"It's very nice to meet you, Syyn. Sorry you saw that..."

I look at him and put my hand out in front of me. Will he be uncomfortable touching my hand. No, I shouldn't judge him. Well, not yet anyway.

[+Syyn]

Syyn
I'm So High And You Can't Feel It

'Syyn.'

I smirked as she spoke my name.

'It's very nice to meet you, Syyn. Sorry you saw that...'

I shook my head in response.

"No, no. I'm a vampire, remember? I've seen much, much worse."

I chuckled at my own joke.

"You know, killing people and such."

I smirked and stepped up to took hold of her hand.

"Tis a pleasure to meet you as well, Liza."

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Forever wandering. Will I ever find you?

"No, no. I'm a vampire, remember? I've seen much, much worse."

I laugh. I wonder if he even knows what was happening. I guess, if he asks I'll answer.

"So am I. I guess thats the truth. Killing and stuff"

I take my hand back.

"So, umm, did you see any boots lying around?"

[+Syyn]

Syyn
I'm So High And You Can't Feel It

'So am I. I guess thats the truth. Killing and stuff.'

I smirked in response to her. She wasn't so bad. I had never really been scared, but I had thought her slightly scary upon finding her. I released her hand as she pulled it back from me.

'So, umm, did you see any boots lying around?'

I thought about it. I didn't remember seeing any boots. I rose an eyebrow in thought. I really hadn't seen any, and was trying desperately to remember if I had indeed and just forgotten. I shook my head.

"No, I haven't seen your boots."

My eyes scattered across the ground before gathering up and looking back at her.

"When do you last remember having them?"

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Forever wandering. Will I ever find you?

I look him up and down slightly. When I first saw him, I thought him to be different. Odd uhh, peculiar is a way.

"When do you last remember having them?"

I laugh. I guess thats another bad thing about my fits I can add to my list. I think about it. Humm, I think I dropped them a while back. Maybe down the street? No, there was glass further down the street and I remember using my boots to kick it away from my walk way. Maybe I dropped them in the street when my fit started.

"I honestly don't remeber. Maybe in the street?"

I think harder about it. Yes! I did leave them around the glass. I had put them on the ground and used my foot to push the boots and glass. I must have left them there. Ohh damn, was it left or right? Great. I'm compleatly confused.

"Umm, around the glass. Problem is, wheres the glass. I'm so confused it's hardly funny..."

[+Syyn]

Syyn
Only If I Drag You With Me

I had no idea where her boots were. I could help her find them. But it would be a long and tedious process if she didn't remember where she had put them.

'I honestly don't remeber. Maybe in the street?'

I shook my head. I didn't really know what to do at this point. Help her or leave her? She seemed to be in deep thought before finally speaking.

'Umm, around the glass. Problem is, wheres the glass. I'm so confused it's hardly funny...'

I chuckled a little. Ok, it was a little funny.

"Well.."

My voice was quiet as I turned and looked around me. She hadn't walked past me, so she had to have come from the other direction, I started that way, stepping past her.

"Let's go look."

[♥Alizabeta Hale♥]

Alizabeta

Lightning comes and go. Will you do the same?

I look at him and shake my head. Why was he helping? Was a odd guy.

"Well, umm okay...Hey, I've got a question.."

This is weird and why is he still here? Syyn is so aggrivating!!!! I look at him. Maybe he has a reason. Probably not..

"Why are you helping me? Really, why? Most people would have left by now...."