Post by xdarkdesiresx on May 4, 2009 18:17:34 GMT -5
Me, myself and I
Those are the only people I have learned to rely on. I seem to be the only one I can trust anymore, i have learned over my seven centuries of living, or dying, that trust is betrayed. It doesnt matter how much people care about you. I mean look at what happened with Ari, one day she walked into my life, well she was kind of shipped into my life, and it was "love at first sight" to use the human cliche. Lady Sarah, my mistress, had not approved of it but then again Lady sarah did not like any women that got between her and her faithful servants. Ha to think that I, Kayne Nightshade, had been a sevant to another vampire, it just hurts my ego to think of such things. Lady Sarah got what she deserved though.
But back to what I was saying....There ARi and I were, madly in love wanting to be together for eternity when some other shipy (this is what I call those that come in on one of Lady Sarah's shipemnts) came and stole her from me. It was as if i had never existed to her, what nerve! Oh well, now I can only trust me, myself, and I.
But now I am smarter, I do not love. I only lust and make them think it is love, oh how cruel I am. I am not as cruel as sarah though, for she would show her "love" with her blades. It was too terrible that she fancied me the most. Her "love" of me is how I gained about a hundred scars all over my back and arms. No wonder why my vision of pleasure if fogged with thoughts of pain......
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